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Can't Sleep In The Chaos

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"I need to get some sleep-- I can't get no sleep. I can't get no sleep. I can't get no sleep--" - Go Periscope.

Quick vent art from yesterday. u vu I had such a violent nightmare yesterday omg. I woke up crying with like srs stomach pain and everything omfg it was so realistic. Three violent nightmares in a row where I wake up with a headache that doesn't go away for the whole day. Painkillers do like nothing for me.

I rarely have a night without a nightmare or a day without a headache. I remember my good nights of sleep so well because I rarely get them. I've had maybe-- 3 this year ? I sleep better in naps or forcing myself to sleep by over eating. I had a really good night on some sort of over the counter painkiller,I just don't know which one it was-- I really wish I knew. I would take it like every night. I've taken a few different sleep aids. If I sleep more than like 2 hours I always end up getting stuck in some messed up nightmare omfg. I've gotten an MRI on my head to check for something, they didn't find anything. Going into an MRI machine with a headache IS THE WORST. The vibrations or whatever make it like 20 times worse omg. And I'm scared of needles sO I DEF DONT WANNA DO THAT AGAIN. Head problems basically run in my family or something, so it was easy getting an MRI just to check if I had the same thing my sibling did. I just wanna sleep good again, man. I don't remember the last time I slept great. I never have good dreams, I don't remember ever having a good dream ?? I'm always tired and I have a headache a good 70% of the time. //whines forever// i really hope it's nothing and it's just stress or something that's causing it.

I wanna take a nap.
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MJDAlleria's avatar
That's just... plain terrible. I had something similar 
but it only lasted for a week or so
;A; I do hope you get some proper rest. I'm sorry I'm no 
good at saying stuff to comfort you but still (hugs and pets head)