"I need to get some sleep-- I can't get no sleep. I can't get no sleep. I can't get no sleep--" - Go Periscope.
Quick vent art from yesterday. u vu I had such a violent nightmare yesterday omg. I woke up crying with like srs stomach pain and everything omfg it was so realistic. Three violent nightmares in a row where I wake up with a headache that doesn't go away for the whole day. Painkillers do like nothing for me.
I rarely have a night without a nightmare or a day without a headache. I remember my good nights of sleep so well because I rarely get them. I've had maybe-- 3 this year ? I sleep better in naps or forcing myself to sleep by over eating. I had a really good night on some sort of over the counter painkiller,I just don't know which one it was-- I really wish I knew. I would take it like every night. I've taken a few different sleep aids. If I sleep more than like 2 hours I always end up getting stuck in some messed up nightmare omfg. I've gotten an MRI on my head to check for something, they didn't find anything. Going into an MRI machine with a headache IS THE WORST. The vibrations or whatever make it like 20 times worse omg. And I'm scared of needles sO I DEF DONT WANNA DO THAT AGAIN. Head problems basically run in my family or something, so it was easy getting an MRI just to check if I had the same thing my sibling did. I just wanna sleep good again, man. I don't remember the last time I slept great. I never have good dreams, I don't remember ever having a good dream ?? I'm always tired and I have a headache a good 70% of the time. //whines forever// i really hope it's nothing and it's just stress or something that's causing it.
Well I wish i could just whip up an explanation for all of this or something like that, but unfortunately i'm not that smart >.< but what i can offer, is a shoulder to cry on. If you ever need to talk about anything, just lemme know and i'll help in any way i can. ^-^
I am really sorry to hear that and worried about that state. I wish I could be able to help you any-how but it looks like it's out of my medical knowledge u.u"At start when I started to read it I though you may have Peptic ulcer disease caused by stress and that's why your tummy hurts and maybe some toxins following your blood stream goes to all your body parts causing next pain - mostly head and that's why you got nightmares - is how our body yell at us that is something really wrong, but after I have read all of that I just don't know what it may be and how to help you get some sleep. I can just hope that You are going to be all fine and cross my fingers that is not something so hard to cure. I wish you pretty dreams <3
Awww ;-; Asdfjkl; I hope you feel better and have beautiful sweet dreams about sharks eating people and fish that doesn't taste like fish and dried salty cupanoodle bits and everything perfect in life hussshhhhhhh //pets till you go to sleep o3o